Why do I feel so sad? I'm not sure if its depression, because i will be fine not happy, but fine all day than randomly in the day I will start to feel sad. I've tried to take my life twice before the past few monthes

You don't need a reason to be sad. It sound as though you are suffering from depression. I understand that. Last year I thought about taking my life, but my parents found out how I was feeling and have been so supportive. Something My mom said that really got to me was, if you killed yourself, who would find you. For me it would have been my little sister. I would have scared her for life. I have come a long way since then, I am doing family therapy, as well as persona, therapy. If you are feeling sad, there is a hotline you can text rather than call. Let them talk you out of it. They won't call anyone if you don't ask them to. Talking to a complete stranger helps, they don't know anything about you so they can't judge you. Also try listening to music, find an artist that you can relate to. For me I like listening to NF when I am feeling down. It helps.

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