Yesterday was a whole diffrent day something was missing and then it hit me.. That Alex wasnt with me. He was watching me making sure i was doing ok. Sometimes I wish he was still here so I could just actually tell him how much he mean't to me before he left and went somewhere to where I could never see him again.. I just wish that he was still here so I could tell him how much he mean't to me and how he always came and saw me and checked on me... I feel like its my fault that he's gone.. That night beofre it happend he told me that he'll see me in another life time.. I thought he was lying and that was the last thing i heard from him.. And then I found out that he was gone forever I should've been with him that night so it wouldn't have happened I love and miss you so much Alex we'll be able to see eachother again... That way I could tell you how much you mean't to me and that I wished you never left me..