Loves, today was terrible, well it was awesome while I was at work, but when I got home So I told my mom that I will be leaving work at 1 and see if she could come get me. She did and I had to do one last thing before I clocked out, and I got out around 1:16AM. As soon as I opened the door to her car and sat in it, she looked at me and smacked my chest. "YOU ALWAYS COME OUT LATE!!! WHAT AM SUPPOSE TO DO IF I WAS WORKING!? I WOULD BE LATE!!" (she is not working at the moment, because she is coratined) I said. "Your not working tho." She smacked me again. "Mom I had to get stuff done before I got done. I was cleaning the bathrooms, and it took a while because, I had to mop, sweep, etc." She rolled her eyes. "Well I am pis-sed, all you do it worry about yourself. You never worry about your own family. You are such a self centered, b*. Since you do not care and respect me, you lost your phone." I just sighed and silently cried looking at the window as she continued to yell at me. ;-; So I hate my family. Is that wrong? And she is the reason why I started smoking we-ed and cigs, and I am under depression and have really bad anxiety. My parents make me feel like a bird in a cage. Like I can't take it know more. u-u