When the person who gave you the best memories, became a memory" I was best friends with a guy for like 8 years, then he just totally forgot me. Never talked again, never even looked at me. Like I never existed :( Im slowly starting getting suicidal, heart been broken many, many times. I just cant do this anymore, I just cant and thats the truth. None of my friends even suspect a thing about me and always at night I cry many hours thinking how useless, lonely and ugly I am. Slowly starting to lose interest in life, and everything. I just dont care anymore