Im feeling really down, can i have some happy things please? ill give brainset to anyone who can put a smile on my face. This past hour has not been good for me...

Hey. If you need someone to reach out to I'm here. I'd appreciate a brainliest but just to make you smile would be amazing. I get that sometimes it's hard in life and there's no way that can make people feel better when they always seem so hurt. I was taken away last year and it hurt me so much physically and mentally. I was dragged out of a trailer getting pulled by my hair and shoved in a car. My mom has always been rude and discouraging towards my sisters but not me because I'm the "youngest" and that I deserve it when I really don't. I've done some pretty bad things that I won't forgive myself for and I'm scared to be places because of it. But you? You've got this. It may be hard at first and you may struggle and lose some progress in your path, but you have to get up and keep on going. Depression is never the right choice, because sometimes you lose loved ones from you being the hurt one. At points it may be stressful to the point where you just want to give up. Just know to not do that. Venting your feelings is hard and you can be called attention seeker for it like me, but why does it have to turn against you and get called those instead of getting support. I know it may hurt like that right now, but If you really need someone to talk to, I could make a google meet of some sort since I got my phone taken and maybe we could talk? I'm 13 btw.