you have just murdered your childhood best friend write a diary entry explaining your emotions and your thought about what you have done by mistake

i'm scared, nervous, and upset because i just murdered my best friend. i didn't mean to it was an accident i was mad and she was making it worse and i just killed her i don't know what to do im scared i don't want to go to jail it was an accident.

What can I do now, I feel empty... it wasn't worth it. Johndoe would still be alive. We'd still be playing our game by now, now I'm in prison if only I didn't let my anger get the best of me. My heart aches because of my one true friend someone who helped me get over a bad relationship all for what?... All for a bottle of sprite?  Was it really worth it? His life for my Sprite, Johndoe why did you lie to me, we could've shared it, but no you wanted to steal it from me. I feel sorrowful for taking his life, but don't touch my sprite.

Explanation:

source text: from the sketch here given it will be seen, that our good grandmothers differed considerably in their ideas of a fine figure, from their scantily dressed descendants of the present day. a fine lady, in those times, waddled under more clothes even on a fair summer's day, than would have clad the whole bevy of a modern ball room. nor were they the less admired by the gentlemen in consequence thereof. on the contrary, the greatness of a lover's passion seemed to increase in proportion to the magnitude of its object—and a voluminous damsel, arrayed in a dozen of petticoats, was declared by a low-dutch sonnetteer of the province, to be radiant as a sunflower, and luxuriant as a full blown cabbage. certain it is, that in those days, the heart of a lover could not contain more than one lady at a time; whereas the heart of a modern gallant has often room enough to accommodate half a dozen - - the reason of which i conclude to be, either that the hearts of the gentlemen have grown larger, or the persons of the ladies smaller — this however is a question for physiologists to determine. add punctuation to the following excerpt. writing under the name of diedrich knickerbocker washington irving aimed his potent satire at as diverse topics as political rivals such as thomas jefferson to the very ideal of looking back on the past affectionately: a fine lady, in those times, waddled under more clothes even on a fair summer's day, than would have clad the whole bevy of a modern ball room. a voluminous damsel, arrayed in a dozen of petticoats, was declared by a low-dutch sonnetteer of the province, to be radiant as a sunflower, and luxuriant as a full blown cabbage. in those days, the heart of a lover could not contain more than one lady at a time; whereas the heart of a modern gallant has often room enough to accommodate half a dozen

yes the first one is correct .