A song that tells what you feel like today (Report if needed)

I woke up in the morning from the wrong side of my bed
And I wish that I had stayed asleep and I wish that I was dead
But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I'm feeling in my chest
I'm depressed and stressed out I need some rest
I don't wanna be alive right now It's a waste of time and
I got demons deep inside my mind and I am sick and tired
And I can't hear my own thoughts
I know that It's my own fault
Fading away from the family photos
Oh no, I'm a no one
I just wanna fade away
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you won't remember me
So I hide my pain with a smile
I could'nt be happy even if I tried
You think that I'm fine, It's a disguise
Reality is that I'm crying inside
I don't wanna do this anymore I'm laying on the bathroom floor
It's freezing and my back is sore
I'm waiting for the reaper to come
Creeping through the bathroom door
I don't wanna do this anymore
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
I just wanna fade away
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you won't remember me
I just wanna fade away
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you won't remember me
I just wanna fade away
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you won't remember me