Song I made tell me what you think even if its not nice. don't want no lies. I can see the cuts on your arms they look like they hurt, listening to you cry at night it makes me feel like dirt, telling you I love you and you say I love you too, saying you really mean it but I don't think you do, the only time I feel close is when I’m holding onto you. Your life slowly slipping I don’t know what to say, I put your hand down and I start to walk away but right before I leave you tell me it’s okay. Sittin in my room crying every night staring at the sun cause I don’t see no light, sittin on my knees while praying at the sky, screaming out my lungs asking god why. Why did you take her? She was the only one for me, looking for my gun but I can barely see, barrel in my mouth now I’m counting down from 3, bullet in my brain because life without you, isn't meant for me.