Turn my back to the door... feel so much better now.

don't even try,

anymore .

nothing left to lose...

there's a voice that's in the air,

saying don't look back nowhere.

there's a voice that's always there...

and I'll never be,

like I was...

like I was before this

part of you will remain,

mmm it's out of focus.

your that somewhere that I've been,

I'll go back and back again.

you're the one that I'll let in...

breathing in,

breathing out.

ain't that what it's all about?

living life crazy now

cuz I have the right to...

no more words in my mouth,

nothing left to figure out.

but I don't think I'll ever break through the ghost of you...

wear your memory like a stain,

can't erase or numb the pain.

here to stay with me forever ..

one of these days I'll wake up from this bad dream I'm dreaming,

the pain will leave me body maybe then I can stop screaming.

to the point I can't stand on a wall I'm leaning...

hold me tight don't let me go,

I love you more than I show.

I swear I'll never let you down...

But I'm o so vulnerable now...