Jamie you don't understand how hurt i am, i wanna hang myself you were my everything my queen, i would travel everywhere with you and it came to a end, i thought we were gonna be together for much longer than 3 days when i go to sleep all i could do is think ab you and our future, i loved you just the same amount as family, and it comes to an end today, i thought your love for me was true i was happy for once, you were my first real girl in a while every girl i dated would last a few days, me and you had a bond that would outstand everybody that i knew, all im asking for is a chance to make you happy again. im worried for you Jamie, you ignore me because you say your thinking but i ask you and you say its nothing to worry ab meanwhile its obviously something to worry ab, i saw us being together when we are in our 90's on our death bed but it is not gonna happen because of me. -To Jamie.