Would anyone be willing to proofread my paragraph and fix some things in it this for my essay in 30-1 English

I know it is irrational to fear the unknown, nevertheless, I still do. I am brimming with anxiety worrying about what may lie ahead, and an uncertain future riddled with failure and pain. I am not sure what is in store for me, but the suspense of never knowing what awaits in the future, that is what terrifies me the most. So instead of confronting the fear, I restrain myself, allowing it to control my actions. I seem to forget that I go nowhere, grounded to the same place I began. I can never accomplish anything because I keep returning to the same problem, my fear. I know that one day this absurdity will be what constrains me from reaching my goals and ambitions. If I get into university, I know that the same fear will accompany me wherever I go. The unsettling feeling of being unclear to who I will meet, if I will succeed, or if I will even have enough money to afford the cost. Sometimes I wonder if the risk is greater than the possible likelihood of my failure. I am afraid of the consequences that may arise “for having come this far,” (Karen Connely) and to take another step, will be another cruel thought to disappoint me. The fear I have for university and the future inhibits me from focussing on what I need to do to solve these issues. Even though I see how it prevents me from following my ambitions, I still panic at the encounter of it. I cannot see past the present because of the anxiety I have for the future. This will always be the impediment I have to overcome so that I can finally step into life and start living instead of being fearful of the things I cannot control.