What a paragraph about you drowning be descriptive and vivid (doesn't have to be real)

I was on the big boat known for it's cruises cause it is my summer break vacation I go to the side looking out near the edge at the beautiful sunset I get closer to the edge to see it more clearly and walk even closer I went to close lost my balance and I fall off the edge and a big splash I hit the water it feels like needles through my skin and I went to close! I then try to swim and I figure out I can't. I struggle trying to keep above the water I feel my self trying to have a anxiety attack this is my worst fear! I keep trying to swim and all of a sudden this big wave comes and pushes me down I'm under the water the rip tide took me in the tube under the water... It pushes me down all the way to the bottom I hit my head on the coral and I see blood come from my head and it's everywhere I try to come back to the surface I get up there and the boat is gone... I look all around me struggling to keep above the waves and I hear thunder No! It's a storm the storm comes out of nowhere and lighting hit near me I scream! I feel my self panicking and start to struggle even more I hold my breath so I can keep above the water I start to lose my breath and can't keep above the water I go down then a big wave pushes me down hard I try to get back up but my muscles are to tired I can't move them I sink further down... This is the end isn't it? I open my mouth and don't realize it water comes in my nose and my mouth going straight to my lungs I feel myself trying to breath I feel this pain that's so terrible I try to scream but it makes it worse and more water comes down I feel myself wanting to cry this is the end... Goodbye world

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