Can someone please analyze this quote from the book “the things they carried” by tim o’brien?

the chapter is “field trip”

“the sun made me squint. twenty years. a lot like yesterday, a lot like never. in a way, maybe i’d be gone under with kiowa, and now after two decades i’d mostly worked my way out” (page 178)

Which sentence in this excerpt from leo tolstoy’s the death of ivan ilyich suggests that ivan ilyich felt his family and friends didn’t understand him and neglected him?

It was this unfathomable longing of the soul to vex itself- to offer violence to its own nature -- to do wrong forthe wrong's sake only - that urged me to continue andfinally to consummate the injury i had inflicted upon theunoffending brute. which theme does this sentence best support? ) a. humans are to struggle against their fate. b. all people have a wicked side. c. humans are meant to rule earth. od. no wrong will go unpunished. submit

To the person who said "why are boys always in their lying nature (school project)" lol but nah you jus mess with the wrong dudes