The question is at the end but first I apologize to the ppl I've let down, sorry to my ex gf ik I messed up and Ik u have moved on and that's good I have also moved on I now and bf I care Abt and love. I have lost many friends within the past few weeks but is it possible for anyone to get used to ppl leaving them and when smth bad happens like today I lost a friend but one of his friends told me smth and I made a joke I said "the tree left him handing" and then I laughed bc I didn't know he was serious I guess this is what happens to a girl when all guys do is mess with her head and play her like shes an object