well I came out as gay in 8th grade, I just said gay cause I didn't know all the terms, but now I identify as omnisexual. So, I came out as gay first, then the next year I cam out as trans because I wasn't sure yet, anyways my parents were fine with being gay but when I said trans they said I was just confused. To be fair, I kinda was but I do have feelings of being the opposite gender, but as I got older, I realized it wasn't consistent, basically I'm genderfluid, which means some days I feel like one gender, and another day, the opposite gender, and sometimes I feel like a mix of both, or neither. It's not something I can control or something I choose. Also, there's like no pattern so it's always random, this made my life so complicating and confusing because people would be like "so what are you then? make up your mind. you're just a wannabe guy" you know? I don't tell everyone this cause it hurts tbh
also one time I told my best friend and he liked me as a girl but not as a guy so he got mad when I told him sometimes I feel like a guy. He's like "woah I'm not gay, and you're fine just the way you are" like as if I'm choosing this ;-;
Anyways, was that TMI?
