If I had the choice I wouldn’t feel, Heard every word you said and knew they weren’t real.
But I hoped that I was trippin, maybe you could help me heal...
I never said the word if I don’t mean it and with you I did,
Everytime time you tried to leave my life I wanted to rid.
You knew I pretended all the pain I hid,
You never really cared about me like you said you did.