This picture: This picture that i stare at on occasion when i wan't to have a rush of memories, not of all our friends in this picture but because of you, we talk almost everyday and you have a you tube channel too so i know its weird to say i miss you. But things are different now you use to call me bae and now you call me by name, in this picture we were just friends but even then i couldn't keep you off my mind, you tell me you look thru our old messages n tht you still have feelings for me and you only did what you did because ur father didn't approve of us as much as i wish tht were true it doesn't add up with the other messages i found on ur phone that day... even after what you did and even after i know u did me wrong i'm still in love with you, even tho its been a few months and you've moved on. I miss your voice, i miss the way we use 2 talk, i miss the way you used to smile when i said i loved you, i miss you and i hate myself for it. So when the pain gets to much to handle i look a this picture and focus on you, so i can be reminded of a time when everyday was full of laughter, to be reminded of all the things you made me feel, to be reminded of a time i thought you were gonna be different, to be reminded that even tho i don't want to. I love you, and to hope that maybe just maybe that if i look at this picture long enough. you will feel the same way about me.

This picture- written by me/ Kaleb

(here is the picture the one crossed out is me b4 i came out as trans so i dont wanna show det ugly pic of me. and who's the girl in this picture i was talm bout?? i'll give you a hint she's in the front but if she somehow see's this. she'll know who she is)