i'm sorry...i shouldn't have liedi shouldn't have made u cry, i shouldn't have done what i did without thinking and making u feel more unloved than u already do i'm probably never gonna be able to tell you how much i love you without u feeling like it's a lie, and that i wouldn't care if u died. but i would, if u ever hurt or killed urself, or something happened to u, i would probably not be the same...i was affraid i wouldve lost u and i still did