Laying in my bed All alone with my thoughts
Chills down my neck
Face getting hot
Bout to cop a sweat
If I like it or not
Guess I'm in denial
Try so hard just to kid myself
But I'm too weak to refuse the help
So here I go on a trip to hell
Down another vial
Don't know when it's all gonna be over
At least I stayed a couple hours sober
Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
It's too late now cuz I sold my soul
Let it all go gave up all control
Caught up in the cycle

Forgive me father for my sins
I never should've let him in now

The devil's got a hold on me
Making me do bad things
Just so I can find relief
Got me praying on my knees
Looking up to God
To cure me of this one disease
I'll do anything to take the pain away
Can somebody just tell me that it's gonna be okay
The devil's got a hold on me
And every night I ask him
When he's gonna set me free

I ain't gonna lie it was nice at first
Felt so good not to feel me hurt
But time passed by and it just got worse
Stuck inside a prison
Maybe if I would've just opened up
To the few around me I knew and loved
I wouldn't be so dammnn fu*cked up
Now nobody listens
I burned every bridge and said whatever
The only thing that makes it any better
Is a drink or a pill or a chemical
To put me back up on a pedestal
That doesn't exist when I'm sensible
This is my religion

Forgive me father for my sins
I never should've let him in now

The de. vil's got a hold on me
Making me do bad things
Just so I can find relief
Got me praying on my knees
Looking up to God
To cure me of this one disease
I'll do anything to take the pain away
Can somebody just tell me that it's gonna be okay
The de. vil's got a hold on me
And every night I ask him
When he's gonna set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free

I don't wanna wind up dead
If only I could clear my head now
Forgive me father for my sins
I never should've let him in now

The devils got a hold on me
Making me do bad things
Just so I can find relief
I'm still begging on my knees
Crying out to God I just wanna be happy please
I'll do anything to take the pain away
Promise me eventually I'll get there some day
The devil's got a hold on me
And every night I ask him
When he's gonna set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free

Breaking through to freedom as I fade away
The light is getting brighter as I make my escape
Now it's getting hard to breathe
Guess the devil won but at least he finally set me free