I said I love you and I don't just throw that out I risked everything I have for you and I don't do that a lot...I gave you all I had hoping it would lead to love from you ...and what did I get in return? a slap in the face that's what...you just ghosted me...so you're so chicken you can't break up with me...like a man...did you even love me?...cause it feels like every time I get into a relationship its just a time bomb ticking waiting to blow my heart into pieces...but it's fine...I'm fine...because ill do like I do every other time...bottle it up bush it down and pretend it never happened...why do I do this to myself when I know what's gonna happen...and the worst part is...I thought it was real...I fell for the whole thing...I wouldn't be this sad or mad if you would've just broken up with me...but I guess that's love right...seems like it...