Hi, I wrote a little something for my dear love Aniyah, she can't read it anymore but I thank you to whoever can. much love, naomi max Dear Aniyah, I don’t know what to say exactly I know you will never read this. That breaks my heart because you meant the world to me. I know I don’t know you very well and I haven’t known you very long, but the time I spent getting to know you and talking to you. I fell in love. You are one of the most marvelous, kind, smart, clever, funny, gorgeous, and lovely person I have ever got the opportunity to know. You went through so much pain and suffering. I know you met your breaking point. I just wanted to apologize to you that I couldn’t help more. You are so special and precious. I’m so happy I got to know you, even though it was only for a short time. & in the end, it caused me a lot of pain… but you are worth all the pain. I just wish I could have saved you. I love you to the moon and back, my darling. You will be in my heart forever and always.
If you love someone tell them! Because before you know it they’re gone.

she did get to read this once but I want to post it again so I'll never forget how I felt about her no matter how numb I feel.

A girl as sweet as an autumn day <3
Rose-colored fragments of light cross over her warm skin. The sun kissing her face with its rays. Her eyelashes flutter as she is in awe by the silent room around her. Filled to the brim with plants of all shapes and sizes. Orchids, rosemary, sugarcane, cocoa trees, cacti. An indoor garden just for her. Her brown eyes light up when she notices me. We walk around the greenhouse embracing all the sweet aromas floating in the cool air. Small yet pleasant smiles are plastered over our faces. We laugh and talk. Enjoying each other’s presence. She smells of cinnamon and pumpkin. She reminds me of, summer nights and curling up with a good book. She’s peaceful and gentle like a deer. Yet strong and agile like a swan. Gracefully skipping along the tiled floor. Her long dark haired tied up, carelessly yet she looks more beautiful than any girl who tired 10 times as hard. She doesn’t need to try she does everything with such ease. This world has been graced by a girl that has no idea how beautiful she is. She has no idea how much she means to this world. We exit the building and head towards the lake to watch the sun melt into its crystal clear waters. We walk down the cobblestone steps. Swing each other’s hands back and forth. I find a fresh patch of green grass to sit on. She sits down beside me. We don’t need to talk. At this moment we both know what the other is thinking. We watch as the sky falls from day to night. And I watch as this angelic girl goes from sunkissed and warm, to moonlit and glowing in its light. Now we both know we are home.